I wish I could throw off the thoughts which poison my happiness.

the reason this year's chemistry teacher will cease to exist.

2005-09-09T01:57:22Z

bloomingfl 10489: argh can you think of another way chemistry is involved in dance
Iolitekeys: the change of matter as in the change of body positon
bloomingfl 10489: there ya go! ima gonnause that thanks!!!

Iolitekeys: and then finding ba;ance
Iolitekeys: wuh?
Iolitekeys: masa huck you be tal'kin in no dern languge i kows
bloomingfl 10489: ahhh idon dink so lil jim
bloomingfl 10489: im goona use yo idea
bloomingfl 10489: and ima gunna use it well
Iolitekeys: you use my ider honey cause it be a dern tooten one masa huck!

german_soad22 @ 2005-07-31T20:24:00

2005-07-31T18:24:43Z

HP's birthday (for jane who probably is the only one that cares)

i'm in germany writing on this crazy keyboard in which the y and z keys are switched (yeah so it was very confusing to type out crazy) but i had some liverwurst and wine and so everything ist gut.

Are you on something?

2005-02-21T18:36:48Z

It makesme woner why we still use chronological age in this world and not mental age:

http://www.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewProfile&friendID=918556&Mytoken=20050221221935

How ignorant can you get?

Like omg omgomgomg seth cohen!!!! ome is this really you! lolololozlozlozlolz leave me a commentzzzz!!!

wow, i really want to leave a comment also now...

nevermind that means i have to add him (whoever he is) as a friend.

german_soad22 @ 2005-02-21T12:56:00

2005-02-21T18:01:09Z

even though it was a fun day on friday, i don't feel like typing out everything so i'm just going to copy what it says on sofia's livejournal....

hahah yesterday was the best day... EVAH

1. christa and i went to starbucks and got coffee. and there were these george bush protesters in front of starbucks and they were making such a scene and then the police had to come to kick them out.
2. we saw a whole like group of posers at starbucks and they were wearing these slipknot and good charlotte sweatshirts. and they were wearing all black it was soo fucking funny. and christa and i kept making fun of them and giving them the rock symbol thing with our hands and saying "goth" hahaha and then christa was like "i would sacrifice my body to go to a good charlotte concert". hahaha and i was like "aw man christa we need a serious makeover with a wardrobe straight out of hot topic"
3. hahaha and this famous football player was at starbucks and the annoying goth kids were bothering him and asking for autographs. and christa and i made fun of them more and christa kept asking me for an autograph and we signed it in coffee.
4. we walked around a little in upper montclaire and then we saw the kids again when we were driving away and then i rolled down the window and was like "goth" and then betsy honked the horn. hahahahha
5. then we sneaked into constantine which was an awesome movie. then we walked to barnes and nobles.
6. then kate met christa and i at the greek place and we had some pretty awesome food.
then we walked to starbucks and i hate some fruit juice.

christa you owe me a dollar!

so yes the day went swell but with every good day comes a bad day. and so i am waiting.

german_soad22 @ 2005-02-12T23:45:00

2005-02-13T05:12:25Z

wow, i really wanna get a myspace like all the cool kids.

actually...wait...then everyone's going to switch to that and leave livejournal forever. so forget it.

everyone would probably think i'm a loser anyway since i would probably post stupid pictures and i would say stupid things and embarass myself

haha o well it's so tempting!

http://www.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewProfile&friendID=4362352&Mytoken=20050212211235

FROM CAITLIN ROSS

2005-02-08T01:19:38Z

WHEN I GROW UP (oo this is fun ...ok shut up)

i'm going to smile at everyone
i'm going to play piano BETTER than yang bai
i'm going to be crazy good at improv
i'm going to have a job i want
i'll have a dog that will live for a long time
i'll stop being allergic to cats & i'll be able to have 7
i'm not going to have any diseases
i won't come back to glen ridge except for the last year mrs.chilakos is teaching or maybe for weekly classes teaching darren's theory ap course once he stops teaching it since his band will have already been huge by then
i'll play trumpet a lot better
besides a job that i want, i'll own the tazo chai company
i'll have a boyfriend
i'll be very funny
i'll still be eating 2 eggo waffles every morning
i'll live in an octupus's garden
i'll be very outgoing
i'm not going to be emo
i'll speak german and spanish fluently and hopefully other languages
i'm going to keep in touch with friends and family
i'll stop being a lazy procrastinator

from the wise kate moss:
hey! how about everyone copies "when i grow up..." into their ljs and writes about when they grow up? it'll be like a chain thing...

Oh you are the lover that I've waited for!
The mate that fate had me created for
And every time your lips meet mine
Baby down and down I go!
all around I go
In a spin, loving the spin that I'm in
Under that old black magic called love

german_soad22 @ 2005-02-06T22:29:00

2005-02-07T03:30:03Z

Does anyone have Panama as their country for SS honors?? We could do like a project trade, like split getting information in half.

german_soad22 @ 2005-02-06T19:41:00

2005-02-07T00:49:14Z

Hoowwwwwwww cannnnn ittttttt beeee feebbbbbbbruuarrrrryyyy allreeeeeeeeeeadddddddddyyy ???!!!???!!!???

How am I almost 16?

You know kate, before you know it, Richard Smith is going to be with me. Your Richard and my Richard need to hang out in geometry. Oh this is going to be so cool!

Ok that was really stupid since only a few people know what I'm talking about...These guys in a jazz band from Britain are coming to play with our jazz band...but..not only that! They also get to watch our block 7 class and be with us in band. So don't think we're retarded and we're bringing around some cousin of ours or something.

Um I have a headache. I think it's telling me to start my english project....so....

german_soad22 @ 2005-01-29T00:35:00

2005-01-29T05:36:22Z

RIP Lickey

today would've been his birthday

:'''''(

german_soad22 @ 2005-01-29T00:27:00

2005-01-29T05:28:52Z

Everyone the best community by far:

NOW

german_soad22 @ 2005-01-28T23:10:00

2005-01-29T04:20:42Z

OO

The choices are: Maire, Christa, Sofia, Jeanne Louise, Kate

Yeah I know "name that eye" is pretty stupid. But some of us didn't want to do "name that boob" so we just resulted to this...too bad we can't think of something as cool as name that crotch.

1/30/05

i added one so it's obvious who I added for the people that already guessed but that's ok. I'll delete the comments so you can guess again.

german_soad22 @ 2005-01-19T18:26:00

2005-01-19T23:33:27Z

Today was the best day in four weeks...no ctruches! YES! except now my doctor's probably going to get mad at me that i'm walking on it too much. o well.

It was kind of weird; it seemed likeevreyone today was wearin very bright colors, especially pink. uh yeah so anyway...

wow i thought this entry was going to be a lot longer...

german_soad22 @ 2005-01-16T03:37:00

2005-01-16T08:41:29Z

I've been wachting this infomercial for about a half hour now. It's pretty awesome. It's called "The Legends" and it has a ginormous (yes that's right, i just said ginormous) amount of awesome classic rock music. Someone order it for me...
1-800-664-8699
ONLY 4 PAYMENTS OF $29.99!!!!!

It's much better than the bowflex infomercial...

german_soad22 @ 2005-01-16T02:30:00

2005-01-16T07:34:53Z

What the hell, I thought Family Guy was going to be on at 2:30AM. Now I stayed up for absolutely nothing. I feel like joining a community....

german_soad22 @ 2005-01-16T01:01:00

2005-01-16T06:28:40Z

Today was pretty interesting. I finally got my bloodwork to please my dermatologist. It was actually kind of fun. I have a bruise now cause she used too big of a needle, according to my mom.

So today my mom felt like being how a steriotypical mom should be. Actually, same with Michael Sackheim. So somehow we got onto the subject of my surgery when i was 11 and how they gave me valium, and how it made me very paranoid. And then Michael, showing his "knowledge" about drugs, goes "Yeah see kids really don't know how drugs can affect them"And I was like what the hell, that has nothing to do with it, I was about to have surgery, and I knew I was probably going to throw up since I kept asking the nurses and they wouldn't give me a straight answer. So then I told them about the emetophbia thing, and they started cracking up. They were like no, honey, you're just trying to hide the fact that drugs can affect some people like you in a different way (or something like that) and I was like no, seriously. And they started cracking up that I came up with the asumption that i have emetophobia. It was kind of annoying, but I guess if I was in their place and my 15 year old daughter just said that she had a diagnosed phobia I would crack up too. But anyway, so then my mom has this conversation with my grandmother about people in our school. And she was like "yeah it's pretty sad, girls in her grade are going out with kids two years older." "And it's because they want to seem more mature." Or she said something like that, and I was thinking in my head, you know, that's a really hypocritical thing to say mom. You married someone 21 years older than you. And even if it is a little different when you're in high school, isn't 21 years about equivalent to 2 years in high school? And so what? What if you really love them? Maybe I'm being a little unrealistic, because it seems like love these days is kind of like the following: http://www.livejournal.com/userpic/20747562/4695204.

Hey, hopefully I'll be able to walk on Tuesday. Hopefully.

I really wish I had Mr. Levine. Not that I really don't want Mrs. Roethlin, but I really wish Mr. Levine taught like english or something. O man that would be fabulous. Mr. Levine talking about Romeo and Juliet. I also wish I had him in like 7th grade, so he would actually know who I am:(.

german_soad22 @ 2005-01-10T22:04:00

2005-01-11T03:24:10Z

I felt like a clone of Kate Ross today. I was all ready to study two days before a test (ss), which i haven't done before this year, and then something HAD to distract me. Choice awards, in fact. Critic's choice awards, to be exact. So therefore, I really wanted to see if eternal sunshine would win anything, but it didn't. So that kind of made the whole watching a show instead of studying feel even more like a waste of time. Sorry Mrs. (or Ms. ?) Chilakos, I predict my essays wont be as good this time either. But anyway, back to the Kate Ross thing, i got a nosebleed! Like you! Eh, well not nearly as bad as yours, but it was still annoying. Have you gotten one since the last time I asked you if you got one?

Uh so anyway, lately I've been thinking about Mrs.Roethlin. Im' starting to like her a lot more. But that whole opinion depends on tomorrow because....
Today, we had our test. I look at the first question, and I know the answer because it was pretty easy question, but it had nothing to do with the chapter at all. So I look around the classroom, to see if there are any other confused faces looking around like me, but no luck. Then, I start worrying that I'm the one that has the wrong test, but I don't want to ask Mrs.Roethlin because I'm afraid that she'll say something like "well you should know the answer to that anyway." So I manage to almost finish the test halfway through the block, and then Mrs.Roethlin says "I'm so sorry!!! I gave you all the wrong test!!!!" And everyone's like "Man, I thought so Mrs. Roethlin" and we were both happy and angry, but whatever. So i managed, with about 20-25 minutes left, to finish the real test, but I rushed through it and got an 89 and now im all pissed because i feel like i studied for nothing. Well, half of something...uh anyway so my point is i really hope she gives us extra points or something, because well- we had half the time to do our tests...all i want at least one point:(

What the hell am I going to do at the band concert on wednesday. I'll look so retarded with crutches. anyway, i'm a little pissed that we're ending with Firebird instead of Night Cries. people were all like "but firebird is so BEAUTIFUl and is the PERFECT ending to our concert" well, as you have probably noticed, the climax of Firebird is the trumpet/cornet part. If it is our ending piece, how the hell will it sound perfect and beautiful and even normal? sure night cries is easy, but even something easy can wear out lips, especially since we play in that song a lot. I don't know why I'm saying this, because probably the only person in band that is going to read this is Kate, but o well.

german_soad22 @ 2005-01-08T18:24:00

2005-01-08T23:28:57Z

me trying to be a ghosthunter and catch orbs in savannah, georgia:

maire's shore house:

maire and i on a hammock:

KATHLEEN!!

o how i miss it:(

german_soad22 @ 2005-01-08T03:47:00

2005-01-08T08:48:34Z

german_soad22 @ 2005-01-02T23:25:00

2005-01-03T04:28:45Z

http://www.bandorders.com/view_user_photo.asp?EVENTID=5908&ID=11880095&FROM=browser

http://www.bandorders.com/view_user_photo.asp?EVENTID=5908&ID=11880102&FROM=browser

='''(

german_soad22 @ 2004-12-31T17:23:00

2004-12-31T22:48:13Z

This will be my last update of 2004. It was a pretty good year. Actually, no, i fool. it was the best.

so tonight should be fun, even though i'm in crutches i think i'll still manage to have fun at kate's :). we're probably gonna play ouija and do some tarot card reading. yes! speaking of the devil, i was watching this show (i don't remeber what it was) but there were these break dancers performing for the pope. and at one point it looked like he did that hand formation where you cross your middle finger and your ring finger and then move your hand up and down. or maybe not, maybe his fingers got bored of clapping at something for so long that they started uncontrolably moving. i don't know what i'm saying, but anyway, it was pretty funny.

wow im really lucky. for the last picture prompt (english) i wrote something about shakespeare's lost years. now all i have to do is use the same picture prompt and add just a few things to make it 3 1/2 pages long. yes!

you know what else is pretty cool? i may be getting vincent ning's piano teacher. hopefully.

german_soad22 @ 2004-12-19T20:10:00

2004-12-20T01:11:25Z

I made a Glen Ridge community because I was very bored and I finally finished my picture prompt. So everyone join, please. thank you.

german_soad22 @ 2004-12-19T15:01:00

2004-12-19T20:02:15Z

Where in the marching band do you belong?
brought to you by Quizilla

haha

</td><td valign="top">You are a geek liaison, which means you go both ways. You can hang out with normal people or you can hang out with geeks which means you often have geeks as friends and/or have a job where you have to mediate between geeks and normal people. This is an important role and one of which you should be proud. In fact, you can make a good deal of money as a translator.

Normal: Tell our geek we need him to work this weekend.

You [to Geek]: We need more than that, Scotty. You'll have to stay until you can squeeze more outta them engines!

Geek [to You]: I'm givin' her all she's got, Captain, but we need more dilithium crystals!

You [to Normal]: He wants to know if he gets overtime.

</tr>

You are 33% geek

Take the Polygeek Quiz at Thudfactor.com</p that reminds me sofia and jane when are we planning on doing those german classes? and where are they? I was thinking...someone should make a Glen Ridge community.

german_soad22 @ 2004-12-19T14:15:00

2004-12-19T19:47:48Z

What a bad day Friday was. I'm so glad it was a Friday and I could be with my friends after basketball, but school was horrible.

First off, I'm just going to say that I really do not like Mrs. Miscia. And sometimes, I really wish I didn't do basketball and I did piano more often and my job everyday instead of just Saturdays.

After basketball, Miss. Miscia held back some people on our team and told everyone else to leave. What a fucking retard. hmm, I really wonder why she did that. Mabye because she wants to talk to them about how they shouldn't be frustrated with the "less experienced" people. Well guess what Miss Miscia, doing something like that really loses the respect of your players. Especially when you just told us the same day that your job is to make us better basketball players, and that we should just have fun.

And after basketball, just to my luck, the cheerleaders finished at the same time. So I was about to walk down the stairs to the back, and these two cheerleaders were walking behind me. At the top of the stairs, one of them stops while the other keeps walking down the stairs, and the one at the top yells "SHOTGUN". The one walking down the stairs goes "what" and then looks at me, down at my trumpet case, the up again at me and rolls her eyes back up at the girl at the top of the stairs and goes "ha oh..." . I just walk past her and say sorry excuse me since i can't think of anything else to say when im under pressure and someone says something that i probably should respond to. So, Morgan and Dana -and don't think I don't know your names because this is Glen Ridge- is that what say when someone passes by you with an object that you realize is much more important than your pom-pom? Do you really think that being a cheerleader makes you the most popular coolest and successful person in the school? Are you really that mean to people who you don't even know? I guess so. And by the way Dana, if you haven't noticed in the past year, I've been living right next door to you. I know, I know. You try to hide it up that our parents our friends. But I just must ask you- why is it that your father is kind, loving, friendly, and nice but you are the polar opposite?

Gym is one of my least favorite classes. I feel so bad for Lara, because I feel the same way she does-Gym volleyball is just a stupid game. I feel badly because everytime she misses the ball, someone on our team goes "COME ON LARA". And i feel like saying shut up, this game doesn't really matter. Are you really going to remember in 10 years that time when you lost a gym volleyball game? Is it really going to affect your life? And don't give me that crap answer that you want a good grade b/c I got an a+ and i sure as hell don't try hard. The only reason why I sometimes do is because I am afraid that you will yell at me, too. You just need to do gym everyday and you'll get the same grade.

After basketball really made my day a lot better though; Kate, Maire, Jeanne Louise, Amanda, Maire and I went to Kate's house. We tried on all of kate's clothes and made these crazy outfits. Then we ordered pizza from Vinnie's :-D. They all came over to my house and we watched good will hunting. What a great movie! So then yesterday I went to the mall with sofia. I wanted to go to that show for "The Hits" but when i finally got there with Kurumi it had ended. We weren't too happy:(. So then we went to the sodapop shop and ordered so much food. I still feel weird from all the food. I had this "birthday cake" milkshake. I didn't know it was going to be blue colored until kurumi told me after i ordered it. and i don't really like blue food coloring. but o well, it tasted great anyway. So then we went to see finding neverland at clearview. I loved it! But my mom made me come home after that so that kind of sucked but o well.

And here I am, procrastinating my picture prompt....

german_soad22 @ 2004-12-03T20:17:00

2004-12-04T01:20:00Z

You know I was thinking about writing an entry but then I thought about how according to wonderful teacher I am a lazy slacker who shouldn't be in her class.

Thanks Mrs. Roethlin, luv ya girl. You really made my weak sooo much better. :-*

german_soad22 @ 2004-11-24T23:01:00

2004-11-25T04:15:18Z

My family rented Farenheit 9/11 today. I'd already seen it, but they hadn't. It was their birthday, so they wanted a little extra treat. They watched it, and Michael (my step dad) said the same thing he said after i watched it in theaters- don't believe everything you see in that movie- it was edited. and i was like...Michael, whatever..So then he leaves the room and my mom says "Christa, don't always believe everything he says either" and then she says "That movie summed up everything that I believe. Christa? how old are you going to be during the last year of Bush's presidency?" and i say 19...and then she goes "Well, if they start drafting women, I AM SENDING YOU STRAIGHT TO GERMANY. God, I hope Cheney gets a heart-attack and dies"

I love my mom.

I also rented supersize-me. It wasn't as entertaining as I thought it was going to be, but it was still very good. They made some very controversal points...

After two days I'm still pondering on what the hell I'm going to do for the English story. (We have to write a story about anything we want, but a scene in the story has to be one of VanGough's drawings of a bedroom)I've been coming up with several ideas, but theyre all too inappropriate I think. I'm not too sure though..like
1) an insane person that can't tell the difference between his dreams and reality
2) a fictionalized version of Van Gough's life (since the painting is by Van Gough)

hmm...